Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Invigorated.

So, my ex has come back to the states. I have remained cordial and friendly with him. He offered to go to one of my school's big away games. I declined and said I had other things to do. I also told him I appreciated his offer and was glad we could still be friends. I totally set the boundaries. Also, I ended the conversation. I have no need to speak to him. I have moved on with my life. I have a new boyfriend. I have my head focused on school and my future. I am doing great. I do not intend to let him get back inside my head and mess that up. I am immune to him. I feel nothing for him. It felt invigorating knowing that I am not the same weak, broken-hearted girl I was before. I am strong. I am confident. I am me. I have control over my life and feelings. It feels good to know that I am finally a changed woman! =)

Dream big.

Stay Strong. 

Have Hope.

Love.

Life Stuff

It really sucks being in a relationship while still living at your parents' house. I want to spend as much time as I desire with my sweetie. I want to move out, but it's hard being a full time student and having a job that only lets you work 20 hours a week. I need more than that to be a fully self sustained young adult.

I'm really going through it this week. School is kicking my ass, but i'm still trying to remain positive. I spent three weeks preparing for midterms. I studied my poor little soul off. It was well worth it. I did great on my midterms. My only focus now are my upcoming papers, but most importantly the LSAT. I take it December 6. Wish me luck!

Dream big.

Stay Strong. 

Have Hope.

Love.