Respect.

Have you ever just felt disrespected by someone who you respect fully? Someone you feel should respect you no matter what? That's how I felt with my boyfriend. I asked him not to do something that I, personally, did not like. He did it anyway, because it was what he wanted to do. He completely disregarded my feelings for his own personal wants. He could not respect me enough to follow my wished, and it hurt me to my core. I don't even know if I can be with him anymore. How do you be with someone who doesn't respect you? I don't think I can do it. I feel like I should break up with him. I don't think it's a healthy relationship for me. If I break up with him, I don't think I will start dating anyone else. I need to be by myself for a while. I don't feel like that at this point in my life I will find someone who will fit my needs romantically. Very few people are prepared at my age for lasting relationships. Well, I need to finish up some work. I'll post again later. Until then,


Dream big.

Stay Strong. 

Have Hope.

Love.

My Best Friend.

This weekend I took a trip to go visit my best friend. I had not seen him for weeks before this weekend. It felt good to have my best friend for a day. I love and miss him so much. We had so much fun. It was just like old times. He is truly a friend that I will value forever. It doesn't matter how far apart we are, we will always remain best friends.

This weekend we mostly pigged out and watched movies. We also both got hooked on Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. And, we did what we do best. We talked about our lives. He told me about his life, and I told him about mine.  We both have issues we're dealing with, but it doesn't matter. We help each other feel better. I just hope he gets his love life together. I hope he finds someone that is great for him. The current girl he deals with apparently feels threatened by me. I learned that this weekend. She did not want to leave us alone. I found it funny and slightly sad. He and I have been friends for years. Our friendship is not ending ever. She just needs to get her life together. She may be okay for him then. I don't know. I told him about my love life problems. How my "boyfriend" doesn't want to continue the relationship if I go out of state for school, but he doesn't want to end the relationship now. My best friend agreed with me that it is basically over now. How dare the jerk try to use me.

The most important thing we did was laugh. We had a great time. I laughed at him for playing just dance with his iphone. He laughed at me for being the clumsy, silly person that I am. And the food!!!! Oh my gosh! THE. FOOD. He introduced me to this great place that serves philly cheese steaks! I FREAKIN LOVE PHILLY CHEESE STEAK!!! It. Was. A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! Food and spending time with my best friend were definitely the highlights of it all. I was really sad when I had to leave. Hopefully I can go back to visit again soon!

I hope all you are having an amazing weekend! I wish I had more to talk about, but those are the only tings I want to discuss right now. I'm in a happy mood, let's keep it that way! =)

Dream big.

Stay Strong. 

Have Hope.

Love.