Reject.

So, I think I just experienced my first time being rejected. It was in such a rude way too. I mean, of course there is nothing I can do about it. I just feel like the guy could've been upfront with me. I feel like, that in a way, this was karma. I used to just stop talking to guys when I wasn't interested in them instead of telling them upfront. Eventually, I started feeling bad for stringing them along and hurting their feelings by abruptly cutting off communication. So, I started letting guys know upfront if I was really interested in them or not. I became a very straightforward person. Therefore, I feel like I have no right to be angry, but I just really would have preferred the guy tell me so that I could go on with my life. Like, i'm not desperate for a guy or anything. I would have gladly left you alone had you voiced that you were not interested. Gosh. I'm just really annoyed guys. I actually tried this time. I tried to be likeable and actually hold conversations. It didn't work, though. I kind of want to revert back to my introvert ways and reject every guy, but I will refrain. I can't hold past guys mistakes against future guys. I will refrain from rejecting everyone, but I am also going to focus only on school now. Dating is at the back of my mind. Well, I have some errands to run.


Dream big.

Stay Strong. 

Have Hope.

Love.